had miGrAiNe today. heh.


found this voucher at home. gave me a good reason to make a new specs. cuz i've always been wearing contacts there's not much use making new specs. so made a frameless specs with tinted lenses at $117. saved 100 bucks. :D first time making specs alone. and paying myself. independent heh. think even if i got cheated i wouldn't have cared less given my personality.


oh. happy birthday debbie!!


i've gotten over it already. yupp. same time as they've cleared the rotting ice-cream spilled in the lift. i've grown tired of clinging unto something that doesn't exist anymore. :) i'm glad. yay.


suddenly have the urge to take up beading as a hobby. make my own accessories. :))

i took up malaysian's advice and am undergoing retail therapy. not really actually. i just have to buy lots of stuff in preparation for university.


Day 1
went shopping with lynda on friday. We walked alot. From 530 till 840. And all we got for the day -- a topshop tanktop each. !?! Haha. At a discounted price of 12.50 :) Oh, and clumsy me toppled this huge advertisement plyboard outside a cosmetic shop in far east. 2 guys in front of me dropped their jaws and stared. One of them went, "Oh gosh." Lynda simply walked away and started laughing. !?!?! How could she????!!! The "Oh gosh" guy helped me pick up the plyboard. So malu-ating. Sigh. Lynda~~


Day 2
Went shopping with wyn yesterday. debbie joined us later. Oh! i have to whine about something someone did to me in the morning. I was supposed to meet Peter to go down to Punggol CC. We were supposed to meet at hougang mrt at 1230. At around 12, peter msged me: Can i meet you 1 hr later? My dad just cooked luch and i din know. PETER!!! How could you do this to me?!?! Wait 1 hr for you to eat lunch?! Sigh. Forget it. i forgive him. haha. Food, afterall, yunno, stands a big part in his life. Oops. Shall be kinder with my words next time. Hee. Anyway, went shopping. Bought some stuff, but wanted to buy more actually. Think i'm more decisive now. All the stuff i bought, i bought them on impulse. i wanna be more decisive. Hmm. Bought a skirt, a bangle and slip-ons, and got a free belt. Got contact lens solution at a real cheap price. :D


Still wanna get a pair of slippers, 2 3-quarts in bugis, sneakers, specs, more tops.


Retail therapy isn't helping me cheer up as much as it's helping cash run outta my wallet. argh.

hmmm. had a very relaxed day today. spent the whole day slacking at rc. den went out with daniel, freedy and peter for dinner. really enjoyed the time we had. eating slowly and walking around after that. thanks guys. :D

it's over. fast and furiously. it's time to move on. *holds up an invisible card*

i'm bored. can't sleep.


twinkle twinkle little star
star-studded night
nightingale sing
sing like an angel
angel fly high
high above the skies
sky-scrapers tumble down
down the terrorists' heads
heads or tail
tail drops off eeyore's butt
butt-off all you irritants
irritants that irritates
irritates me with crap you have
have some peace around here
here i sit
sit on my butt and stare
stare at my sickening face
face this world
worldly desires
desires my God
God, sanctify me
me, myself and i
i stand alone
alone on this earth
earth = mud
mud balls and spring rolls
rolls up my tongue
tongue tied twisted kept
kept in my mouth
mouth out words
words got stuck
stuck real hard
hard to express
express how sick and boring this can get
get myself gotta here
here i shall say
say good bye.

lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette lynnette.


so tired i wanna sleep. so tired i dun wanna care about it anymore.


if you can leave me hanging just like that. and not bothering to clarify. i dun care.


sorry. guess i think too much.

was watching the news about the murder recently where the body was cut up and thrown into different rivers. omg. feels disgusted. the feeling of slicing something irks me. think it takes a lot of hatred to perform such a murder. omg. stop thinking about it.

tired but nevertheless i wanna do a couple of shout-outs. sometimes, actually many-a-times i can't express myself well. not that i dun possess sufficient proficiency in the english language but i just can't bring myself to say certain things. that i'll just hide them in my heart and hope that they'll go away.


First shout-out to this dear friend currently still under the clutches commonly known as national serivce. Call you Ho Joe-Ann / malaysian / food guru. Hee. Really appreciate the times i have to catch up with you. Still very much amused by the letter you wrote to CASE when you were still in SJI. Hmmm. Went for church camp. And something that was said struck me. In the end-times the reality of God will be made obvious to all peoples. But yet there are people who won't believe. It is a heart issue. Even if Jesus was to appear in front of them, they will still think that it's some gimmick. If i am able to refute every question you have about the bible and defend Christianity flawlessly, will you believe in God? Hee. I really pray that you'll allow God a passageway into your life. Not even asking you to give God a passageway, but to just allow it. Just dun push God away. Perhaps then you'll have a different view about Christianity. Hee. Somehow i can feel your skeptism. Anyhow, this is indeed what i wanna say.


Second shout-out to you. Truth be told, even up till now i have no hint what i am gonna do. Seriously i feel like snuggling up someone something wadeva and sleep till eternity ends. i guess we'll have to face it one day. Cast that aside, wad i really really really wanna say is firstly, dun hurt yourself anymore. Not in anyway at all. Do it not for me. But, for the bible says that our body is God's temple and that God's spirit lives in us. God created you unique and precious. Cherish your life. It's a gift; not a curse. And God's spirit lives in you. Dun trample upon God's temple. It hurts God much more then you can imagine. Secondly, pls go find a job. Just as how you begged me to go see doc, i'm begGiNG you to go find a job...!!! You must finish school. must.


getting into braindead mode. that's all.

bought lotsa sticks of bubble gum back to singapore. intend to be bubble gum girl in nus. doubt it'll last. will share the chocolate with my bro. looking forward to see him.


miss you. misS YOU... MISS YOU~~~ bahs. sigh.

hmmm. fell sick today, woke up feeling horribly uncomfortable. wanted to go work. but din have the strength to find clothes from the cupboard. !?! tot my fever was mild. until i measured the temperature. 38.4 . hmmm. i think it's really God's grace upon me. was running around though i had fever. and when i reached home the temperature shot up to 39.5. really amazed that i'm not retarded or deaf now.. seriously thank God.

i'm having holidays. in fact i've been having holidays for the past 6 months already. but i'm not enjoying my hols. there're always so many things to do. where has my plans to backpack gone? pick up spanish? blah blah blah. come june there'll be jb camp, youth camp, ne training classes, word for life... come july there'll be loads of ess, outreach events... come august hello nus.


i have to go find my pin number.


my dark rings are ever so prominent.


wanna close my eyes sleep till eternity is over.