He wishes for the Cloths of Heaven
by Yeats

Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet;
But I, being poor, have only dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

bah bah black sheep
have you any wool?
yes sir, yes sir, three bags full


one for my master
and one for my friend
one for the little boy
that lives down the lane...



seriously i dun noe the lyrics bad girl din listen to tcher in kindergarten but this nursery rhyme is on repeat mode in my brain right now. dun care if you have any wool.


got nus-fass reply. dunno to be happy or wad. i got shortlisted for an interview for discretionary admission scheme. meaning if i screw up the interview i'm gone. really scary cuz i gotta go meet the dean. not like the dean's a friend of mine right now so it's freaking my soul outta me. omg. i got a bad feeling about my certificates. i'm a messy girl you see. how should i begin to find the cert i got for debate competition before i shifted house? and the one i got for public speaking class is crumpled. haha. sigh. good thing it's in the afternoon. i won't oversleep and say bye bye to the dean before saying hi.

will be ending work at church office after eelee comes back from south africa. den i'll be jobless again. hmm. if only we can eat grass off the roads and feed ourselves. *yawns* i realise that i dun like to sleep. dun like to eat. not anymore i guess.

it's been a long time since me did sth bo liao as this.


Name: Jessie How Jiexi Jesse (seriously the sequence of words dun matter)
Birthday: 13th March 19__ (i'm forever 17)
Birthplace: KK Hospital
Current Location: Church Office (Oops!)
Eye Color: black
Hair Color: black. totally.
Height: 166
Right Handed or Left Handed: the typical one
Your Heritage: hmm. it goes a long way. my great great grandpa's japanese, great grandma's a thai, dad happened to be american, blah blah blah.
The Shoes You Wore Today: usual converse look-alike
Your Weakness: get faint too easily. insecure.
Your Fears: wrath of God.
Your Perfect Pizza: stuffed-crust. hawaiian.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get into Uni. No engineering please...?
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: haha.. okay..
Thoughts First Waking Up: Work... again? Awww...
Your Best Physical Feature: i'm the most average girl one can possibly find.
Your Bedtime: i dun like to sleep.
Your Most Missed Memory: 1st 3 months. it's da best i tell ya.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi twist. coke will do just fine.
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK.
Single or Group Dates: erm, ask eelee.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton ice tea. how long is this d*** thing?
Chocolate or Vanilla: choco
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino. for the sound of it. coffee is just coffee. taste nice, good. dun taste nice, bad. Mao's philo.
Do you Smoke: secret.
Do you Swear: swearing's a language for those who lack vocabulary.
Do you Sing: ya.
Do you Shower Daily: ya.
Have you Been in Love: hmm. it depends on the definition of love. According to the Greek language, there's actually 3 types of love, namely eros, phileo, and agapao. Moreover, at such a tender age of 17, love is beyond my grasp. Love is too abstract and noble that i should be able to comprehend. Yea?
Do you want to go to College: been to.
Do you want to get Married: want to. to have a baby.
Do you belive in yourself: too much at times, too lil other times.
Do you get Motion Sickness: get nauseous on the bus.
Do you think you are Attractive: no.
Are you a Health Freak: at times.
Do you get along with your Parents: we dun really talk. that's why we dun usually fight. hence, i guess so.
Do you like Thunderstorms: you mean the power rangers' thunderstorm or the thing that happens in the sky? i prefer the power rangers'.
Do you play an Instrument: recorder. :)
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: heehee.
In the past month have you Smoked: heehee.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: heehee.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: heehee.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: huh? er, i figure that place i went to for lunch today is a mall.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: dun like oreos. still have the pkt of oreos mum gave me last month.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: actually no.
In the past month have you been on Stage: ya..
In the past month have you been Dumped: erm, ask eelee.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: i'm skinny and i'm dipping my finger in your mouth. counted?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: "Oh God, forgive thy servant for her patience hast so quickly run dry whilst useless questions are draining her soul. Restore my soul, O God. Amen."
Ever been Drunk: drink until bloated also... sigh.
Ever been called a Tease: wad's a 'tease'? sounds corny.
Ever been Beaten up: beaten. not beaten up though.
Ever Shoplifted: Hmm. ya.
How do you want to Die: however way i die, i die. what's the point?
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: mature.
What country would you most like to Visit: Paris. definitely. and south africa.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: anything, as long it looks good on him/her. hee.
Favourite Hair Color: same as above
Short or Long Hair: anything. but dun like long straight hair. i like those sk8er/rapper kind.
Height: not too short.
Weight: erm. pleasant to hug i guess.
Best Clothing Style: must have fashion sense.
Number of Drugs I have taken: loads of panadols and painkillers and muscle relaxers and coke.
Number of CDs I own: who will go and count?!?!?!?!?!
Number of Piercings: 5.
Number of Tattoos: nope. got moles.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: i got bad memory.

Yay. finally........ *yawns*

CasiNO!

Fine. Whatever. It's already been decided. Pseudo-democracy. i shall reinstate my stand on this blog: i dun mind standing in front of the Parliament House rioting against the unbiblical decision. serious.

sigh. perhaps next time if i'm jobless me can go be bunny girl.

Parent: "Got 2 Casinos now!"
Parent: " Next time you graduate can find job la. 2009 leh!"
Kid: "Yeah. I go there shuffle cards. Yay. Got job!"

they decided to, as a way of ensuring that only rich people can gamble, collect 100 bucks from all singaporeans who enter the casino. !?! !?! how rich do you have to be with 100 spare bucks? i can go in as well. they just want the money. suck up all the cash not just from tourists but also singaporeans. 50 singaporeans a day, 5000 bucks, 15000 a month, lazy to calculate how much a year. btw, people can borrow money from loansharks and go in to gamble as well. this is such a good way of deterrance, solve social issues huh.

i know my blog is boring. i feel bored reading it myself. nothing i can blog about publicly, except that i'm allergic to handiplast. i cut my foot during water baptism last sun, and the area where the plaster was is currently infested with rash. the whole area. think it's some bacteria from the dirty waters of east coast park. so itchy i wanna cut the skin off. slice it off with razor. magnify the bumps on the skin under microscope and poke the bacteria that's causing it. that is if i can see the bacteria colony. pardon me getting a lil psychotic recently. guess i need some depressant. pour alcohol over the bacteria-infested region. make all the bacteria drunk. watch alcohol react with my dried blood. white fumes. okay. it's just my imagination. watch the lymphocytes and phagocytes fight methanol under high power microscope. and poke the lymphoctyes. watch them wriggle around. while the plasma coagulates to form pus around the wound.

i think i'm sick.

in case you're looking up and down high and low for me, i lost my phone. hallelujah.

hmm. i started work again. yupp. working at church office now. they actually pay me. haha. more of an allowance, eelee says, cuz it's really not much. i work in the library wrapping up books and cataloguing them.. How exciting.. *yawns* haha.. let's just say that it's a joy to serve God.


dayne dropped by church office to 'volunteer'.. haha.. she wrapped one book. *applause*


i think i'm gaining weight. And my new job doesn't help. I don't exercise enough. sigh, it's like such a chore, to exercise. If only all my fats go to my mouth and i can talk them off. haha. i'll be skinny like cong-sieEEE!! haha.