Of laptops, revised.

My bro's not getting me a laptop. Nope, we've decided to get the loan instead, and I have to faithfully give him 500 bucks every 6 months. So he's still an in-house loanshark.

I just want to study.

The truth is, I'm not rich. My family isn't doing well financially and I'm on loan. And I do get envious of those who have their parents to pay off their uni fees, stay in hostel and get laptops. I really want to stay in hostel, because it's unstudy-able at home (I can't seem to be able to emphasize this enough and no one gets my point cuz no one stays in my house). And only this sem did I realise how much convenience a laptop can bring. My simple wish this coming year is to be able to earn enough money to stay in hostel and get a laptop. I only want to study. Why is it so hard.