Service rocked today. Really hope to get a copy of the service on vcd..


Some stuff happened today that really upset me. Sigh. Could feel my heart tighten, blood freezing and tears welling up my eyes. Oh wells. It's over.. Get over it jesse.


Oh ya! i've decided to change my name. Now i'm officially Jesse. Yea? It's my baptism name, signifies a new creation, though i've been baptised 4 years ago... ...


I'll be quiting my job on tuesday.. Will be going jobhunt again.. Hope i can teach in Anderson, and find some part-time job at night.. There are worries about quiting my job. Firstly, it's the cash. I'm broke. Mom's not giving me any money now. Secondly, it's the ppl i met at work. i really wanna keep in touch with them. I feel very burdened for them. I dun wanna exclude myself from the world and isolate myself to only mixing with ppl in church. Only when i've started working did i realise how long it has been since i've last heard vulgarities. Nonetheless, i wanna trust in God that i'll be able to find another job with better hours. And pray that i'll be able to still sow on the ppl i've met.