thoughts.
i lock the padlock.
i recall the times when i left the keys there and got scolded.
i'm surprised my brother is asleep. it's only 12am.
i wonder if i can switch on the tv.
i wash my feet.
i wonder if i should finish my laptop battery and leave it to charge.
i think it's troublesome to connect wires.
i wipe my face with wipes from thefaceshop to get rid of my make-up.
i realise most of the foundation is gone.
i throw the wipe away.
i decide to plug in my laptop and save my battery for tml.
i switch on dim orange lights, not wanting to wake my brother.
i find the laptop LCD too bright.
my mother asks me why don't i switch on the normal lights.
i remind her that brother is sleeping.
i wonder if the face wipe is enough to remove my make-up.
i turn down the brightness of my LCD screen.
i log on to msn.
i read everyone's nick.
i realised how nicks can reflect a person's thought and i thought i could know them more this way.
i realise i was wrong.
i turn down the brightness of my LCD screen even more.
i feel my head throbbing.
i lean back on the sofa.
it feels comfortable.

have you ever thought that you could understand someone but as you know that person more, you realise that you don't know him/her at all?

i wonder if i know her.