close my eyes and i feel the protein bulid-up. the strain on my eyes. the double eye-lid appearing on my left eye.


touch my tummy. it's flat. feel the acid inside my tummy. and how i feel hungry.


i yawn. and tears well up. i burp. of the empty stomach i possess. this is me. wad i like to feel when i'm down.





i wanna . d i s s o l v e .






but nonetheless. i'll still be there for you. i'll be strong when i have to.